Standing On The Rooftops, Everybody Scream Your Heart Out.

Published On: 07-27-2006 01:49 AM
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Have U Ever Noticed...That The Person U Fall In Love With, Always Has Some Way Of Someong Back 2 u Even When U DOnt Want Them To.?..I've gotta admit, I didn't see it coming. She caught me off-guard, all right. You couldn't tell, though, could you?...As you've Probably learned by now, I'm rather skilled at hiding my feelings. You see, the thing with feelings is they have this quiet way of sneaking up on you when you least expect it. You know what I mean? Who would've thought, of all the People I've known......the one I let my guard down with delivers the knockout punch.Ironic.Calendar word.U See...What happens with me is...I don't know, I get...When it gets too... Not close but something like that, I start to feel... Not stifled.not trapped, but something like that. You know? You know what I mean? I Mean, I warned them all from the beginning. I always said something along the lines of, ''I must advise you, I am stamped with an invisible warning." However...Despite my best efforts, I'm beginning to feel some small cracks in my faux finish....

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It's the best feeling in the world when you meet new friends that you can't stand to be without. That you constantly want to impress to make them like you even more. They make you hope everyday that they won't leave you. Until that day when they actually do, and you're lost without them. You can't think about anything else but when you're going to see them again



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(This Has To do With The Thing About It) But When U Finally Realize That U Wont Ever See them again..that they want nothing to do with u...it hurts. i feels like u cant go on living...The thing Is U Dont Know If Ur Gonna Get Over Them, Or If U Even WANT to... like all of a sudden theirs this big brick in ur stomache ( sp?). And When they walk by u or when u see them at skool/on the street, ur heart beats faster...your stomache does summer saults....hoping that they'll acknowledge u. and when they dont, u feel...for lack of another word..emo. especially when u were once so close. It doesn't take a reason to love someone, but it does to like someone. You don't love someone because you want to, you love someone because you are destined too. It's because you fall in Love with them, that you then try to find a reason, but you always come up with the answer, That Their Is No Reason.

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As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

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Why love if losing hurts so much? I have no answers anymore; only the life I have lived. The pain now is part of the happiness then

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I came across this statue of a Greek goddess in marble.Aphrodi... Aphrodite, something like that.Beautiful, she was.Perfect female form.Chiselled features.Exquisite.I stood in awe of her.Finally, the teacher calls us all over, and I'm walking past it,and on the way I notice, in the side of this Greek goddess,all these cracks, chips,imperfections. Well, thats Alix.A beautiful sculpture......damaged......in a way you don't notice till you get too close.
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u know...sometimes sorry just isnt enough. people just dont know how to forgive...ive said im sorry from the bottom of my heart. they didnt belive me...i loved this person with all my heart. i would have gone to the ends of the earth and back if i could...all for them...only for them...im sorry...sorry i fucked everything up...said things i shouldnt have said...did things i shouldnt have done. i regret everything i ever did at that time...i loved u...couldnt u see it?? the way i looked at u...i called u just to say hi. i cared for u...unconditionally. i got lost in all the moments we were 2gether...all the football games, parades, practices, long nights on the phone...u mean something to me, and always will....if only u could b me, love the way i love. but u cant ur too afraid of getting hurt...but u didnt this time did u?? no, it was me. all bcuz i played that part of a fool...never again. never again, shall i love some one so passionalty, so purely....but i cant help myself...i love u...



And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now.

And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am


And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive


And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Chorus

I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

Published On: 07-27-2006 01:48 AM
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People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain - Jim Morrsion

Published On: 07-27-2006 01:48 AM
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It hurts - Angels And Airwaves


Is this what you want? Cause everybody acts without a clue.
Every little kiss and grin you gave, was just a little bullshit I saw through.
The alcohol is scented with your breath, you're always all done up just to be used,
I'm waiting for excuses that deceive, I'll meet you in the back to see them through.

How did I let her inside, we're drippin' of sweat, I'm feelin' alright, her lips were the last thing touched tonight,
Your best friend is not your girlfriend. It hurts

Are you out of your mind, you dug yourself into a liar's hole, You made a little spark to live inside, it's now a fuckin fire out of control. And when the morning comes you'll act surprised, And when the word gets out it will get old, And everyday you'll try and live your life, and every little scandal will unfold.

How did I let her inside? We're drippin' of sweat. I'm feelin' alright. Her lips were the last thing touched tonight
Your best friend is not your girlfriend. Sherrie do you want it, Sherrie I want it too

How did I let her inside? We're drippin' of sweat
I'm feelin' alright, her lips were the last thing touched tonight.

Your best friend is not your girlfriend. It hurts
Your best friend is not your girlfriend. It hurts
Your best friend is not your girlfriend

Do It for Me Now - Angels And Airwaves

It's a frightening night, and the wind has a roar
It seeps through the hall, and from under the door
Like the shit that was said
Can take it that well
I give and i give and i give and i give and im still
Hurtin from this, from the love thats been starved
I know I got close but Im sure its to far
From the point of suspense, we know it should be
The end of the part, of our favorite movie
When the guy grabs the girl and gives her his hand
Says take me away from this torch in this land
Cause the grave is set up, the hole that i dug
I gave and i gave and i gave and i gave you my trust
Like the time that we kissed, and you gave me a lie
To act of this scene you pretended to cry
But im here and Im cool, the way that it is
Just give me a chance and Ill try to forgive


And I dont know
And I cant guess
Its gonna be OK
But now, my last wish
Is that you do this with me
Kiss me here, and hold my hand
Let me feel like Im the only one
I know you can
Wont you do if for me now


I really had it with the rain and the tears
The predictable storm that has come every year
And it sneaks from the shore with the bat in its hand
Im tryin Im tryin Im tryin Im tryin I cant
Youre a thief and a witch, but if love you to death
You steal my heart and curse under your breath
But the one thing that i will most willing prove
That when you are gone Ill be fine without you


And I dont know
And I cant guess
Its gonna be OK
But now, my last wish
Is that you do this with me
Kiss me here, and hold my hand
Let me feel like Im the only one
I know you can
Wont you do if for me now?

Now just hold on, hold on to me
Hold on, hold on to me(hold on to me)
Hold on, hold on to me(hold on to me)
Hold on, hold on to me(hold on to me)
Hold on, hold on to me(hold on to me)
Hold on, hold on to me(hold on to me)
Hold on, hold on to me(hold on to me)
Hold on, hold on to me(hold on to me)
Hold on, hold on to me(hold on to me)
Hold on, hold on to me(hold on to me)

Published On: 07-24-2006 04:51 AM
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